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they say memory is stored in groups of neurons throughout the brain each group tied to one sense hearing sight touch smell of what happened and when you wanna remember something you connect the groups in certain way and the memory comes back to you kinda like going on vacation somewhere and buying a map so you make sure you get to visit everything and thats what youll remember of that thing you did back then.
they also say that when you forget something either by intention or without its like coming back to the same place years later and the roads that took you to those places are lost or crumbled down and you get confused because you know there was something here but you dont know how to get anywhere and that old map you still have with you is now yellow and old cant really help you anymore.
i learn things every day and try and ask questions to find out stuff from the stupid to the smart and theres just so many interesting cool stuffs but since i dont almost ever use them i kinda just stick them somewhere in the back of my head and the maps just crumple away until some later relearning tries to smooth them out but there are always gonna be so many lost groups of senses with no way to make contact with the others in my head sitting stranded somewhere in the desert of the forgotten.
im this hungry curious mapmaker and im very bad at what i do.
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